Scared of Love

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I am scared
Of the thing called love
This is so scary
This is so miserable
I am usually never right
I am Usually never scared
I take the right turns
On every other wrong
I have been complemented enough
I have taken the betrayal much
Of all the places
Love- you will never want to be
It’s scary
It makes you miserable
It will take the life out of you
It brings the hell within
The shell will surround you blue
It’s will break you into thousand
The dreams become shallow
The heart becomes a man eater
Follow you through all the pieces
So you many never make it alike
When your kindness is taken
Made it like a mistake
If I would know love would search me
Like the shattered glass I have became
I would leave this world behind
And search the real love I deserved
Wish I have been the soul
Not so sickened about the lies
I may see the better world
Not wearing a skin of lies
Maybe gaining is a momentum
And losing a sigh
Wish you had been the same
I would have least thought of hating
Now I don’t feel anything
Nor any sign
But I am very scared
Of this thing called love
It is a last place to be
It makes you miserable
I don’t know any karma
I don’t know any disgrace
I just know to wake me up
I have been pinched too hard
Just to smile at my situation
Keep laughing traitor
Thanks for leaving me alone
Thanks for laughing at me
I am thankful for the fear of love
You have given me so beautifully
I could never have gotten it by myself
I will walk away, With all my dignity
And my shattered pieces you won’t be stepping on
I will build a castle out of it
But still no place for love
No miseries to come
Just life full of kindness
And mistaken identities

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Set me free

freedom

Why am I here?
Why I see it wrong?
Am I the only one
Who don’t see it to belong
Why there is a chase
Behind the ring of fire
Too much to stress
Too much to retire
I have known it all along
I have known it all free
For the sake of something
I feel tied to eternity
i have faith
I have my demands
I just want to be me
Is the too much to ask?
Feels so complicated
I’m  A lover
Not a fighter
I seldom choose life
Something little tighter
When there is a way
I wish to swirl around
Dance my way
Make me more ponder
Tweet the beat
Make me find me again
I will be way
Behind what you trail
See if i hold
My destiny await in me
People being together
But living alone
So much better
When i see it from the moon
I have tried my cape
Clearing out of my mind
Live with me
Don’t tie me up
I am born to set up free
There is no rules
Addicted to you
Still very addicted to you
Your heart is my kingdom
I rule as a queen
Just set me free love
I will always love you