Inspite of Everything

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Aware Arise inside
A walk by in the life
Memories aren’t pleasant
People aren’t worth my life
When I am happy
The frown is welcomed
When I am sad
My cries are celebrated
There is no rescue
No shelter to run and hide
Still I be strong
No reasons justified
My body scream high
My voice breaks in pain
Still I should smile
I am a girl again
I should be able to know
I should understand
Everyone has reason for miseries
Mine is just an understatement
There will never be any help
If I would let them rule
Think about what others think
See what others want me to do
None there to see I cried
No shoulder to bend my pain
The gist is the same
People will celebrate when you cry
They will let your worth seem none
Only way to set yourself free
Breaking the lying bondage
The dirty chains are not meant to be
Live the life of the moment
Enjoy no matter what
Please do yourself the favor
You don’t need them
Be compassionate to your feelings
They tell you the truth
Endure your heart
It wants to make you feel fine
Not just once in a blue moon
But forever, You’re his prince & princess
Dream bigger, Live happy
Treasure the laughs
Forget what isn’t meant to be
Stop trying for people who should never be
You deserve better, You deserve a life
Don’t give up on yourself
Don’t bother so much inside
What is meant to happen will do
The life will be as beautiful as you

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a Play in Time

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Be ready for a show
Be ready for shine
I am suppose to say few words
I am holding above the lines
The play is copyrighted
So is the Life
Not a word by own
Not a say in time
Everything is written
None directed by me
I am just an beautiful actress
Working the day off
Working the day off

Time is a melody
I have rehearsed it so many time
But destiny have other words
It change very time
I am out for play
I am out for cry
I say to the wind
Take me with you
When you fly away
But the ropes are tight
& there is lot to act
Working my day off
Listening my heart by

Colour me true
I am swirling in the feelings
There is love to try by
No sky is the limit to my show
I play the way angels come down
They ought to be true
I excel without fiasco
There is tremendous emotions
All caught between my feet
There is gravity pulling down
I ought to fight
I am not there to please
Just another day by

Nothing is cruel
Nothing to complain for
I am crazy to see life
People see just a responsibility
Truly yours is being senseless
I cant deny either
Still saying you belong to me
Still caring you belong to me
Just want to hold you forever
Thats for a lifetime
Closing my eyes for a while
Here I am again on stage
Just a dream in between
Working my day off
Kissing another goodbye

Thought of the Day


Purpose of a soul

A new dawn to dusk

A Journey just begun

Shining bright away 

The sky is limitless

Every often in ease

The cries are harder

But inside only inside 

Nobody will know

Nobody will see

My smiles shine enough 

I have million miles to travel

I fight with my demons

And a winner everyday 

Come dance with me

You’ll never know 

The journey have just begun 

Tango!

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Quick Quick slow
Quick Quick slow
I own the place
My own damn show
I work the pace
I move my waist
I chose to glide
I’ll make your sight worthwhile
In this miseries of soul
Watch me go
Quick Quick Slow
Quick Quick Slow

Worries fly away
Mirrors shine high
Pretending not to me
Then again be in a mile
I have the tunes
That hymn so loud
I have never seen someone
Dance in such a style
Quick Quick Glide
And then you turn it on again
Again another show
Quick Quick Slow
Quick Quick Slow

Mark me red
Unmark me white
I try to be fleur
Many time its different
More times alike
My patience be pretty
My time be testified
The journey says for itself
The peace is dignified
I have received the message
The demons walk by
I believe in the bow
Quick Quick Slow
Quick Quick Slow

Walk to the shore
Imagine walking free
Singing to the tune
Of beautiful release
There you can see the glory
The right thought inside
The way you were meant to be
The way exactly you used to be
The way it should be
& the way it will be
Quick Quick Slow
Quick Quick Slow

L’amour est la poésie des sens

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I share a world, with myself
I find myself dwelling often inside
I have seen enough, well not so far
The images still shadow some truth in pride
Did I made the scenery big and clear?
Whether it is the stones pelting upon
Or maybe the spices that have shown again
I really wonder less or more in time
I am in hurry and this makes no sense
But then who cares? I may not touch you again
I wondered without you is there any place to belong?
Somewhere only If I know you are still thinking about me
Will the time be possible this way?
Any denies or goodbyes is getting weaker again and again
Maybe just a matter of time till it shines and fades by
There will be always me, down the ride
Just waiting for your arms to reach mine
The lips never to kiss the byes again
To the day we will meet again, once again
Walk past by, Walk with me, I see much afar
The stars just shine for us, making me cry
The moon has spread the vision, incredibly in white
So why the doubt of fire walking in fate?
See in my eyes, Don’t you just get the love?
The path has to be always chosen carefully
But My love is crazy, fiery and ready for the test
Lips speaking the wetness of this soul entrapped
Hard times in the frozen winds
I have always felt the cold inside
The feeling of numbness and pain
The look of your face seems so warm
You’re the faith I have been looking for
Come ,walk by past me and I can see some magic
The hand that touches your heart again
The look in the eyes make me fall insane
The love never got shortened
No matter how much I deny the part of you
You’ll always be my remedy, the part of me
The way you look at me with a smile, I can never deny
I will be with you, the unstoppable part of this destiny
We belong together and there will be no other chance
I am yours and I made you mine, Forever, Is It?

Dedicated to my Love:  SAAMEER

 

Being Useless

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I prefer being useless
I demand explanation
I am traveling far
I am skipping this situation
I fight with stones
The mountain turns deep
I have often felt
A lonely shallow creeps
Walking a while
I built a trend of vicious sand
The wind doesn’t whisper
The trees don’t laugh
Am i still the one
Speaking enough
Or just being useless helps
Whatever is the case
People save their face
The awkwardness of lies
The eyes that makes it Justify
The arms makes promises to keep
The hands walk miles away in sleep
The comfort of skin turn pale
Whenever I hear your name
The faking togetherness
Immersed in the sea of tears
I am a pelting stone
Shining in the same sand
Which every night
Slowly, Takes my dream away
Slowly, Takes my dream away
I still walk, why?
I have still moments to see
I should live life as should a girl
A doll less bitter, much better
My eyes see everything
The insults aren’t new to our kind
Definitely not worth the hype
Moments taken to write
What I have done so far?
Why is justice never served?
Another melodrama
From my chapter of life
None to be bothered
None to feel
My heart longs for the melody
Coming true someway
Walking towards me
The snow in my hands
Feels so soft
The coldness shiver inside
I am still dancing the same
I am not complaining
I would never guess
Being useless usually helps

Here’s to a Morning

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This morning I woke up

Smelling some fresh roses

As they come withering

Inside my coffee poses

I stance up from the bed

Waking thoughts inside my head

The winds whispers in my ears

Someone still waiting for a yes

Or may be its an illusion

Too beautiful to be true

I don’t know how to leave you

I don’t know how to keep you

I can’t love, I can’t hate

I am just somewhere

Wondering along those lonely faces

That once that said was mine

But now too far and too few

I can see this morning forever

If it happens to be true

Playing my favorite song

And walking with you

Only if I could dream of this

Or just make my heart feel the warmth

Someday it’s all going to make sense

Someday it’s all going to be a charm

I would fall in dreams of my own

The moments I choose to be with you

There would be no tears

The goodbyes just be broken

If you see me strong enough

Don’t be so surprised

For your love is what make it counts

The scent of this morning

Make me reminds of you

We are beautiful

We are true

Standing together

Too beautiful to be true

This morning has came

As my another dream

I choose to found me

When I tried to fell in you

For if you just stay

Never let go

I promise to keep mine

As I promise to you

Conscience says where Conscience stays

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From people to pass
From mornings to wake
My conscience is clear
Myself pretty much awake
Or If I trusted on a thread
Made of truth and betrayal
I landed on my axle
Twice making the same mistake
Apparently there are no reasons
There is nothing to be justified
I sleep with my conscience
Pretty every night to be awake
If there is any path to choose
I had took the twisted turn
and to hold myself in the arms
Of loyalty, hypocrisy and learn
People turn into bad
They let you see every fear
Of all mistakes seen
The smallest make you shy
the one that make us lean
I may throw a random tantrum
To let me heard and to be seen
For its far time passed by
Letting me die invisibly
I have tried holding the grudges
Of the superficial time
It tried to tick me
Whenever there is a new passer by
Punching in the air
Won’t help it go away
The truth is to be confronted
For the revenge I hereby seek
Collateral damages are necessary
If you try to judge my inner tree
Its branches are falling out
Its life seems dull on a sea
Still I stand on my foot to feel
My roots are stronger than you’ll ever see
With every belief I chart
My conscience is clear
Myself to be
My target sails on a line
Or if I call on you
And you seem to see
There are times when I try to be dead
Then my conscience never let me.

How much is close enough?

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How much is close enough?
How to disclose enough?
I am confused being me
I tried to fix the left of we
There you tried to hold
Scold me to unfold
Now If I say I love you
And thinking of you again
I can see to it be truly wow
I don’t even like you now

This is the overly time
And the over nuisance of you
You can’t drop me to match
I won’t let you forget the scratch
When you feel the ciao
It’s when you do the bow
I can see to it be truly wow
I don’t even like you now

Find yourself as I am finding me
I am truly in love with why I left we
Treasure Treasure, I feel within
Escapism is the merely a route being mean
Like it to say you love me again
Let me hear it tease your brain
And now I can see to it be truly wow
Hell to care, I don’t even like you now