Always, Yet New

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Chained off me
I treasure myself
Will I make it through
Will I survive
Make me jump
The eternities wait for me
Stone cold
I am staring at my phone
Eventually I gave up too
I don’t wanna lie
I felt inside
The shame of putting myself
The pain of disparity
The laughing of destiny
My eyes cry out loud
But don’t worry
I am happy, yes I’m
Ways to wish myself
I am walking very silently
I just wish to be invisible
And another to fly
Give a path of none
I want to walk alone
In my mind I see
It is always going to be waste
Always a betrayal on me
Always a betrayal in me
I am going to like you
I am going to hate me
But I say this goodbye
I will be diving inside
God really looking
Help me in this time
The tide I have chosen
Makes me burn inside
What will I make me
What I break for
I am certain for this
I am going to lie
I am going to live
I will be away
I will be in another life
Walking and surrender
To the miseries I see
The only love I feel
The god behind the dream
But there’s no dream left
I just know to survive
In best what I got
I will walk like this
Always a betrayal to see
Always a betrayal in me

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