Hear me

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Hear a voice
Hearing something
The trolls are quiet
Shh…Just listen
Listen to me
I have problems to tell about
I have things to say you
Breaking my emotions
How does it feel now?
Does the world seems same?
Maybe you smile a little every moment
Satisfying the preference behind
Walking away isn’t just shame
Enjoying a little day by day
Can you hear me now?

Talk to me in silence
Answer my question in light
How does it feel again
Being a part of this deceiving world
I stand smiling cheated again
See my heart nicely
It’s still not broken insane
A person like you, like you
Another one just congruent
Million justification for the same
You are right
The ego should be satisfied
Walking away isn’t just shame
Enjoying a little day by day
Can you hear me now?

I am no victim pretending to be
I deny being a temporary fling
There are no sorry enough to feel
You never could actually hear me
I would curse you for pretending likes
I would forgive for the things you said
For they would be much true
Then the self you masked to me
There are words meant for you
I would dedicate it to you
But then I can see
You’re deaf enough for voice
That can reach your heart inside
Goodbyes are hard
But this seems easy
Walking away
Not remembering me
Don’t hear me now
Thanks for walking away
Enjoy a little everyday
You wrote your own destiny

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L’amour est la poésie des sens

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I share a world, with myself
I find myself dwelling often inside
I have seen enough, well not so far
The images still shadow some truth in pride
Did I made the scenery big and clear?
Whether it is the stones pelting upon
Or maybe the spices that have shown again
I really wonder less or more in time
I am in hurry and this makes no sense
But then who cares? I may not touch you again
I wondered without you is there any place to belong?
Somewhere only If I know you are still thinking about me
Will the time be possible this way?
Any denies or goodbyes is getting weaker again and again
Maybe just a matter of time till it shines and fades by
There will be always me, down the ride
Just waiting for your arms to reach mine
The lips never to kiss the byes again
To the day we will meet again, once again
Walk past by, Walk with me, I see much afar
The stars just shine for us, making me cry
The moon has spread the vision, incredibly in white
So why the doubt of fire walking in fate?
See in my eyes, Don’t you just get the love?
The path has to be always chosen carefully
But My love is crazy, fiery and ready for the test
Lips speaking the wetness of this soul entrapped
Hard times in the frozen winds
I have always felt the cold inside
The feeling of numbness and pain
The look of your face seems so warm
You’re the faith I have been looking for
Come ,walk by past me and I can see some magic
The hand that touches your heart again
The look in the eyes make me fall insane
The love never got shortened
No matter how much I deny the part of you
You’ll always be my remedy, the part of me
The way you look at me with a smile, I can never deny
I will be with you, the unstoppable part of this destiny
We belong together and there will be no other chance
I am yours and I made you mine, Forever, Is It?

Dedicated to my Love:  SAAMEER

 

Forgetful past

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Past is what we chose, present is what we choose and our future inevitably gets chosen.

Today I am going to write about an essential aspect of our lives- our past. A past we know, sometimes we treasure, sometimes we feel sad about and sometimes we regret. Everyone had a past which had an impact on the future we live today. This past changes us, sometimes for the bad, sometimes for the good. So how to describe this past? Eventful or regretful? Is it necessary for us to be worse version for ourselves because of the past? Well many times it could hamper to the extent that we lose our original selves in the heat of hatred, jealousy and betrayal. But what can we do? After all it’s a part of our human emotions to react like this. That’s what emotions are for.

Many times I just wish to go back and take some correct decisions in my past. I would do everything I hoped, I could have done and step away from people I desire now, just would have deleted by then. Several a times I just wish for the small button to be in my hand and rewind for to be a better me than I am today. But would that solve everything? Or even it would solve anything at all? Even if I could, is this the solution to all my problems and circumstances that are bothering me now? There are many movies made on these thoughts of hoping to be older or younger, go back in time and live the life but to see that the conditions aren’t actually the same. It is worse than the expected. So maybe it’s like that way only. What you thought to be true may just be an illusion of your dreamy brains.

Currently I learnt something which very much answers that why I want to correct my past and why I shouldn’t be getting the rewind button in my life. Life always gives opportunities. It always does and it will keep on doing that until you’re pretty much alive. I think that decisions that I took, may be not very well correct and that I should correct it but who made me think realized it? Who made me think that better decisions are needed? Who? Answer is experience and it comes from experiencing the past. If you don’t have it, you can never differentiate between a wrong and a right one and until you know, you will never care about wrong and right. So past gives you a wonderful gift- experience. The more experienced you are, the less likely you are going to commit the same mistake unless its love-that anyway makes people go crazy and make mistakes. As in the words of Paulo coelho

“People never learn from anything by being told, they have to find out for themselves. So that’s what experiences do and experience counts. “

Another reason would be as a person, even if I try to go back or forward I still am the same person. So even with the fact to know the past or future I may not change everything because if I could, I would have changed now in my present and no need for thinking to travel in the past and wish for the miracle. To have a miracle, I have to be the miracle. I heard it somewhere and perfectly fits up here. If I lost many things to the fact trusting people blindly, so even if I get in my past either I would trust them again & again to feel betrayed or I many not trust people at all and lose so beautiful relationships in my life. Many times what we try to change like our mistakes, that had only made people closer to us, respects to us and felt important to us and if this changes, that would change too. Anyway no one wants to die being alone. Our life is what we make of it and people are what we see in them. So rather hoping to change the past, we should change our present and live future brilliantly.

Various times our past comes in front of us. Ever wondered why? When I thought, something came into my mind. May be the past coming back is a signal, either to take an opportunity you lost because it belongs to you or may be to completely erase it from your mind. It may come for better or worse but one thing is for sure, people change from it. People many change their habits but they sure don’t change their characters. So choose wisely if to let your past enter in your life or not. My change led me to be a better person and I endure it. Now if I think, about my wish to learn the dance when I was little now is the time to acquire it. May be the bones would be a little stiff but still it is better than a stiff journey and will only make an enjoyable to travel. May be that’s the reason if you believe in reincarnation, we don’t remember our past lives because god wants us to look forwards and fresh in a better way. Past can only be knowledgeable for a lesson and never worshiped. To end with the words of Jane Austen

“You must learn some of my philosophy. Think of the past as the remembrance that gives you pleasure”

I!- Overcame you

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Playing wishes on my guitar

Random heart songs in a star

Twinkling toes behind a smile

Super pleasing dance for a while

These chords I did played

After whispering a long age in laid

Bet I have a secret, I can’t deny

The more I try to go away

The more it’s making itself coming a long way

 

Crossing the ocean line

Pushing my strings to fly

Here I go, opened my parole

Ticking the backdoor on a good bye carol

I don’t need you if you don’t care

There are some things people wold never dare

Eventually people do forget

No matter what they say

You won’t be draped for long

In my sweet picture of coming way

 

Of all things they feel

It’s the love that happens to fail

At times it’s understood to just be

Choosing someone shiny new over the old bee

But don’t you forget that bee is a bee

I have still got my sharpened sting

If you dare try, you can see

 

To dance in this rain

Playing wishes on my guitar

I have now learnt a new song

Straight from smiles of a star

Little secrets that last for a while

But after all

It’s an irrevocable part of a life

 

I wish you the very best of the same

May you never forget, the love of this mane

As far as I am, I can see

There are thousands smiles with open hands

To welcome a new me

So cheerio and be away…..J

There is no place on earth

I would like to be with you for stay

Relationships are not healthy anymore

 

Once upon a time, there lived a king and queen. With a magical bliss a daughter was born. Laughter and joy was all around, the kingdom rejoiced and there was happiness all around.  Life was virtuous and they lived happily ever after. Sounds true? Well, not so anymore. Our relationships have got much more complicated then wishing to live like a king or a queen. For to be simply put our relations are not so healthy anymore.  One of the basic reasons of this would be unfaithfulness or dishonesty among us and just believing that a little fun won’t hurt.  Sometimes people would just cheat for the sake of pleasure or sometimes they are just not brave enough to tell the other person what their relationship lacks and when the cheating happens fairly near of in the future guilt stays. It stays like an unwanted guest in our home. You want to move him out but you can’t for the courtesy sake.  It does stays in your thoughts, even if you try to move out yourself. It’s actually easy to make or start relation but work it out is a demanding task. . Buying comes about one time; maintenance is set all through life.  Just like a new shiny toy for a kid. He gets all happy at first, use it for some time and when he sees another toy there is an absolute attraction for it. He is still is loyal to his old one, plays it for some time but the new one as his favourite and one day he replaces it all but with scars and marks of being used are left for his life. As so far relationships are concerned, everything is too many whiles treated the same.

Everyone should understand life is for having fun, living it at fullest and delight but also for making a difference. You can have fun in life but making fun of someone else life isn’t an icing on your cake.  Mind’s your own business and be brave to whatever you shall face. Rather than cheating work out your problems or just move on. Or in case you don’t like to consider these options just move around, have a place change, give yourself the time to find what you actually seek. Much time I think Relations are like pure gems in jewellery. Taking away can leave empty places to fill which could be fulfilled again but of it would require gems of same size and shape and trust me not everyone is lucky.

Life happens once and so does loyalty in a relation so why not treasure it while you still can. It’s too short to be mad at each other and move away. The beauty and reverence of relation are when they are together and not apart but only if you want to sustain it from eyes to heart and not as a deal of business with counting profits and losses every day.

Have a good day!