Unnamed

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Silently I am opening some words
There are letters just kept there
Turning into blue, just like a sword
To say something, I just gave up on you

Hiding beneath the doors
The unopened smile walks by
I don’t want to collect thousand stones I see
Its that one gem I’m waiting for

Shall I say something which is not a lie
I withered with wind and time too shall passby
The river is silent, I don’t hear the sky
I have my faith shaken, It melt in my arms

Too much to count on, Too much to depend by
Mirrors are broken just like a  silent lie
Bless my soul, I feel afraid to see it again
I never wished for a broken holy name

Sun comes up, the moon shine well through
why my sky is still so dark?Why I cant see any star?
Just so in pain, Oh my soul, let me see the one reason
For to stay or to walk away

We all have places for us, We will all chant that name
Who is to survive, How much is my gain?
I see the art, it runs in my veins
Deep inside and I’m turning apart

I say No, you say yes back to me
I say Yes, you wish no to me
I pray yes, you kiss me the faith
The faith to go away, The faith to move again & again

The reason i got this far, I can walk through my hands
I fly with my wings, I hope they can handle
Walking away, Oh I see the end
Saying something, I just gave up on you

Here smiling and wishing upon the heavens above
To something I like, To something I wished in the end
Please destiny, Don’t test me again, I gave it back
Never again, Never see you again

Why

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Why it is never enough?
Why love isn’t the only solution?
Why I miss what I have lost?
Why do I care for not mine?
Why I wish to live it again?
Why I wish to die more than once?
Why is there silence when lips meet?
Why I have no words to pray?
Why I can’t count my blessings?
Why I can’t see my sins?
Why there is no assurance?
Why still I’m expected to be?
Why I need to be present?
Why none notice my absence?
Why I can’t hear any music?
Why I can’t dance when I want?
Why my toes aren’t numb for a reason?
Why my nights are white?
Why my days are greys?
Why I see you in dreams?
Why my world is still so empty?
Why the world seems high?
Why I still want to lie?
Why I have still faith in you?
Why still I don’t have anything to say?
Why I still want to wait for you?
Why the reasons are never wrong?
Why the solutions are always fade?
Why you are drifting away?
What I don’t see the pain?
Why I want to lose away?
Why you the only thing I care?
Why say why?
Why I say to ask?
Why I want to Erie?
When I don’t know any why?
Why begin?
Why end?
Why write?
Why not write?
Why love?
Why hate?
Why the why?
Why is there a why still?

Some Reasons

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There are some reasons
I really start to think over
If I wish to fall away
Or just wish to stand
Have I already tried to make
Or just made it bend
I have played them well
No more aces left in my hand
Only when I take it all
I can see what my destiny means
Beside who cares for love?
Beside who care it all?

There are reasons
There is some truth
If I may wish to skip
I may end up in a mess
Purifying up my skin
In scattered sunshine
Heavy arms around
Wishful thinking signs
Surrounding me with those
Benign of the tress
Following suits of strings
In yellow flowering fence
Pick up and run
Take it easy, take it easy
Hit off and fly
It’s not the end after all

There are some reasons
And some rainbow behind
Clouds are grey
But I am in love with those songs
Of my dreams and desires
Siting in pink and red
Always reminding of the dance
There is always another chance
A lover or a friend?
If I let it be free
If I may still find some me in me

There are some reasons
There are some lies
I am glad to see
Visions of the truth maybe
Find my self
I may so be lost in sea
The scent of this girl
Lost and found in me
She’s free, fierce and precious
Finding the love still in her beautiful heart
Feeling of losing forever
And never letting her go
I am glad, I can still see her
As she reminds me of me

There are some reasons
There are some dreams
I may be alive to live
Let me dream, Let me know
Listening to some music
Or may be some talking
I dream of seeing the magic
Let me be free or anything
I see the stars sometimes
Shining so bright in the sky
It’s my future, it’s my heart
I believe in angels
Good in everything
I am still counting
One two three
Here I go again, here I go again
Me to celebrate me

Don’t forget to smile

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Behind the curtains,
Behind the stage
There is a story hidden
Recovering from a phase
Our lives are too certain
Though they do imply
Everything happens for a reason
Just don’t forget to smile

Behind every step you walk
Or the path that has left behind
Chosen a road
Full of tears and fright
Or if taken a ride from a stranger
And walking another mile
It’s for you to reminisce
You can always walk back home
It’s where you left your drive
Our lives are too certain
Though they do imply
Everything happens for a reason
Just don’t forget to smile

If there is a love to follow
If there is commitment to make
If you choose to dream
Over the beautiful role play
No matter how it seems
Stick to the options of mesmerize
Balance your life
And not your lies
It’s the hands of someone
That will follow your all around
The one you need
While in midst of storming ground
Or if you leave
Be sure to see
Have a happy ending
Till time brings back together the density
Our lives are too certain
Though they do imply
Everything happens for a reason
Just don’t forget to smile

We try to breathe
We try to die
We try to figure
Jumbling pieces of light
If a glass is broken
It shatters into pieces
But when life’s broken
It scatters in stages
The masquerades you wear
May be people will cry
Or if they don’t
Your shame will die
Whatever it is
All goes written in the book
So choose wisely
What you write
It doesn’t come with an eraser
Or any other tries
Our lives are too certain
Though they do imply
Everything happens for a reason
Just don’t forget to smile

A reason behind every if
A reason behind fate
A hate followed in love
Or a love followed a hate
A mine forever to see
Or losing forever as a mate
For every chance you take
Make it the best of role play
Live your damn life
Without lies and disguise
Choose chances
Than making options to deny
Our lives are too certain
Though they do imply
Everything happens for a reason
Just don’t forget to smile