Why are you so weak?


Starting with a blank page
Walking through the lanes
My windows are open
The air dancing is still pale
Barren lands await in every corner
Mistaken identities
Again so guarded
The choices are less
I still have no clue
A friend, A partner of dawn
A simple question to ask
Why are you so weak?
Why are you so weak?

The miseries of human nature
The acceptance and defaults
Bodies plays a role defying in minutes
Running hot ,Just up and down endlessly
Why its so difficult to figure
The only Yes or No syllables
Knowing people only make it worse
The sides part anyway
Cold bloodied emotions
The tears tear away inside
Why are you so weak?
Why are you so weak?

The music plays in my hands
My lips shut so tight
There are voices in my head
Why does my heart plays to disguise
Guide the feet to walk away freely
The disappointments walk by side
I wonder still the lies may be twisted
Seeing in eye to eye
Promises of a Never land
The cuts become sharper in pride
Why are you so weak?
Why are you so weak?

The lame responses to forget
The endless wait of the nights
The hands became numb
The glance of the sky went high
I only see walking away
From the tomorrow you stole away
I am turning the pages
Burning the whole book you lied
The nuisance is frayed
I am going up to the peak
You standing here being a man
But Why are you so weak?
Why are you so weak?

You don’t touch me
The way it is used to be
This don’t happen like this
Holding on isn’t enough
I want to see the plunge
Hanging on the neck
Risk being seen in all my glory
I dream again and again
I reject the acceptance I need from you
I stand for my own self
I project all the stories from inside
I will cherish love and fear but you,
Just so weak
Just so weak



Scared of Love


I am scared
Of the thing called love
This is so scary
This is so miserable
I am usually never right
I am Usually never scared
I take the right turns
On every other wrong
I have been complemented enough
I have taken the betrayal much
Of all the places
Love- you will never want to be
It’s scary
It makes you miserable
It will take the life out of you
It brings the hell within
The shell will surround you blue
It’s will break you into thousand
The dreams become shallow
The heart becomes a man eater
Follow you through all the pieces
So you many never make it alike
When your kindness is taken
Made it like a mistake
If I would know love would search me
Like the shattered glass I have became
I would leave this world behind
And search the real love I deserved
Wish I have been the soul
Not so sickened about the lies
I may see the better world
Not wearing a skin of lies
Maybe gaining is a momentum
And losing a sigh
Wish you had been the same
I would have least thought of hating
Now I don’t feel anything
Nor any sign
But I am very scared
Of this thing called love
It is a last place to be
It makes you miserable
I don’t know any karma
I don’t know any disgrace
I just know to wake me up
I have been pinched too hard
Just to smile at my situation
Keep laughing traitor
Thanks for leaving me alone
Thanks for laughing at me
I am thankful for the fear of love
You have given me so beautifully
I could never have gotten it by myself
I will walk away, With all my dignity
And my shattered pieces you won’t be stepping on
I will build a castle out of it
But still no place for love
No miseries to come
Just life full of kindness
And mistaken identities



How often you can see
Rare chances of this life
When you take the wrong
And it turns out to be right
And when you start to love
Those small bleeping lies
But what it fore turns
Are the rare chances of this life

How often you can think
Of the luxuries in this life
You need everything
Tops the list in this drive
When you know the more
Wants being so endless
What a small smile can do
Favors the joys of this wellness
And when you start to see
That’s when you start to live
But what it fore turns
Are the rare chances of this life

Miseries and failures triumph
When heart rules over mind
It takes two to be correct
While it take one to end
And when you choose both
There comes a withstand
Your wishes are the soul
A Mirror to your mind
You then see to follow
Whenever try to bend
Those lovely memories of past
You wish to just hold them
Before turning back
But what it fore turns
Are the rare chances of this life

When you enjoy your present
More than your past
And when you sing
The rhythm ever to last
That’s when you really live life
And everything you wished
Is all what you get
But such is life
They are just mirages of the thrive
And the rare chances of this life

Behold to head up high
And try to remember
What you all got
What you just mended
May be the last person isn’t far
May be being alone does catch
And the last train doesn’t fetch
So be wise and free
And never lose to hypocrisy
When you start to see
That’s when you start to drive
And what it fore turns
Are the rare chances of this life