Why it happens to us?

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Let me start a line
I see a cover story
Affair-es with myself
Its too easy to realize
Image are shallow
Voice are deaf
No one can see
Are you the same person
A little better than be
Think so again
Something shatters you at all?
When you cheat them again
When you broke once again
If the soul amputated yet?
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A well planned plot
We are honest!
Don’t know why it happens to us

Whereabouts of a deeper phase
A simple understatement
The roofs are high
There may be darkness in stairs
But why scared to walk
Why scared to kneel
Its more dignified than giving away
Some people will never stop
The candles hardly burns away
But when it does, it cries
Awaking the last tries
Walking with some scars
And the doer justifies
We are honest!
Don’t know why it happens to us

The love binds people together
They see dusk and dawn in the eyes
We say things that hardly want to see
We see things, We hardly can repeat
We find things which are yearning to forget
We forget things which screaming to be notice
So life gets in the way
Being alive pays in numbers
The vowels be so silent
Your heart knows all the answers
Do you still think?
Are we honest?
Don’t know why it happens to us
Yeah why is that?
Yeah why is that?
Fighting is the answer
Words can cut more than sword
Maybe that’s why heart is broken
and soul is ashamed
You have cheated it again
Your eyes know the truth
Let you see the God in eyes
Everything will be clear
Fair enough to ask
You will know why it happens to us

When a heart sells

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I stand in this heaven
I have a market in front of me
It folds , It cries
There are mysterious ways to crawl
And what more surprises to say
It sells heart
It’s a pathway to fake love
Thinking out loud
We’ll never found
What we already miss
We steal the peace within
We may laugh at mistakes
But I’m certain
I don’t deserve
And my heart is on sale

There isn’t any fool
I don’t feel any chance
I just thought for a while
Maybe you would understand
The cries of skies
Never found enough
Never found afar
Hesitating I see in the eyes
A star beneath those beauty
Maybe my seller be kind enough
To treasure it for once
It’s not that cheap
It’s not that old
My heart on sale
Why I never deserve this chance?

My seller seen the pain
He has a sympathy with me
He tries to love it inside
Cherish it with forever
Stand by forever
There comes the promises
With drops in eyes
The palms makes the wish
Oh yes there is a trust again
It has never been long
It’s never that much to pass by
Beautifully walking
With lots of sparkles inside
The marketplace walks
Circling the intentions
Causing on my life
My heart sighs

Fast is life walking by
My home is my fear
The love inside my tears
The hands wished goodbye
Maybe it was all it meant to be
Being born totally free
I say at last
I wished twice in same
Crushingly under the feet
My seller has walked away
Finding eternity in pieces
The heart has to find the way
Never to return in this marketplace
Walking away
Walking away
Grateful to the miseries
I never did deserved that chance

Love to lost
Mountain so high
I have been dead
To be seen alive
The market is still there
The heart remains free
To be its own hero
To be its own love
And I’ll stand with him
Till the breath takes me away
Till my breath takes him away

Voice Within

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False alarming life
I have run out of stories
I weighed my heart heavier
I have seen stones stronger
I can’t get started
I can’t stop it either
The life is fading
I am falling again
I have a lie to live
I have imagined the boundaries
I walk through the seas
Shock and shine ahead
Gravity is a truth
Painfully walking through
Saying I am through
So many years
The circle of love walks in
There are still turns
I am carry home with me
Breathe again
Start again
Be nothing but a voice within
Be nothing but a voice within

So lost I seem
So proud I have been
It’ll never hurt me
It’s mine forever
I have been living lies
I carry home with me
Stone cold mountain
I have stones in my hands
My eyes have frozen
My tongue doesn’t tip
Couldn’t keep in
Can’t keep them see
I will be alive
I’ll survive
Letting go
What’s not mine shall fly away
Turning away
Slamming the door
I’ll walk away
Breathe again
Start again
Be nothing but a voice within
Be nothing but a voice within

Silence takes over
Saying what I need to say
So many moves to make
Trying harder
There are no dreams more alive
By this night be over
I’ll have a new life
The one full of truths
The one don’t deceive me
The only that’ll have abundant love
Taking on further
Imagining silvers
I rose above stars
I thank my life once again
I see my wings fly
The wings get heavy
And I get exhausted
That’s the moment to see
I am halfway there
Love is around the corner
Flying in my life
I see a peak of you
Come in to me,Arrive
Most welcomed
In the shells of time
By the night is over
There are kisses of dreams
Walking closer
Breathing again
Starting again
Be everything that a voice can be
Be everything that a voice can be

Scared of Love

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I am scared
Of the thing called love
This is so scary
This is so miserable
I am usually never right
I am Usually never scared
I take the right turns
On every other wrong
I have been complemented enough
I have taken the betrayal much
Of all the places
Love- you will never want to be
It’s scary
It makes you miserable
It will take the life out of you
It brings the hell within
The shell will surround you blue
It’s will break you into thousand
The dreams become shallow
The heart becomes a man eater
Follow you through all the pieces
So you many never make it alike
When your kindness is taken
Made it like a mistake
If I would know love would search me
Like the shattered glass I have became
I would leave this world behind
And search the real love I deserved
Wish I have been the soul
Not so sickened about the lies
I may see the better world
Not wearing a skin of lies
Maybe gaining is a momentum
And losing a sigh
Wish you had been the same
I would have least thought of hating
Now I don’t feel anything
Nor any sign
But I am very scared
Of this thing called love
It is a last place to be
It makes you miserable
I don’t know any karma
I don’t know any disgrace
I just know to wake me up
I have been pinched too hard
Just to smile at my situation
Keep laughing traitor
Thanks for leaving me alone
Thanks for laughing at me
I am thankful for the fear of love
You have given me so beautifully
I could never have gotten it by myself
I will walk away, With all my dignity
And my shattered pieces you won’t be stepping on
I will build a castle out of it
But still no place for love
No miseries to come
Just life full of kindness
And mistaken identities

Till I see you again

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In some distances
I feel some sights
There are distorted images
Maybe something alive
Lying hidden beneath the ground
Taking care of the air we breathe
Riding along the waters
Can you hear my heart?
I maybe still in deprive
Together we walked
Few miles apart
But imagining by my side
Left everything else like a dart
Broken and vanishing
Till the day I will let you go
Cry along
There is smile in deny
Judge the strangeness
I can still shine with peace
My strength is a fight
I have to take it all above
Lying on the surface
I float creating fire
Everywhere around me
The time is so slow
The mirror pieces picking in me
Deny and walk out
I promise it wont blame
Till the day i’ll let you go
Never goodbye
I hope to see you again
If the time is so right
Maybe you visioned it again
Maybe it will find enough room
To fit in all the broken senses
Funny how
The world functions both way
It may see the worst
Still say the best of laughs
When you turn around
You’ll see lot of clowns
Drifting apart in back
Maybe a distance further
See a human enough
Because we hold the key
To see love of our lives
And i am letting you go
Burning inside
There is belief
Things i didn’t say
But hear me say this
Of all the moments i survived
You were always worth my time

Believe

[bih-leev]: To have confidence in the truth, The existence, or the reliability of something (A positive assertion, story, etc.)

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Believe in me, Believe in you

Believe in the creation, For all the possessions left due

Believe in smile, Walk with me a mile

Believe in much, To be untouched

Believe in dreams, Believe I can

There are wonders happening

Every means for a man

Believe in sight, Faith for a while

Try to perceive, If someone earnest of a try

Believe in love, Believe in fire

For very this time, You left so much desired

Believe in self, It’s a beautiful thing

There are probabilities, Waiting to have a swing

Believe in me, Believe in you

For very other fuss, There is always an us

Believe in dance, The heart makes a chance

Try living out loud, Making your voice sound

Believe for matter of everything, It wont cost anything but would be everything, There may be moments you may fell short of convincing yourself but remember you have the power to believe which always wins against the odds, XOX!!

Thousand ways

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The dawns are the seas
Of something on my mind
I would open my eyes
I want to see a face
I want to be my soul
There is gold inside my heart
There is silver in my thoughts
Of course I am alive
If I would just get a sign
Am I the one?
Looking senescence glared
I be try to emerge
Out of thousand broken shores

There are moments when I am thinking
Why is there love withstanding
We have come a long way
Where we were standing once
Now pushing on the limits
We have some standing dreams
Why not sit with them?
Why not set them free?
Spreading my arms across
Picking some colours
Paint your face
Splash your lives
For there is love
And thousand ways to make them yours

If you see some moments
Trying to take a glimpse
Of course there is some pain
There are words unspoken
If they will like you
They will always try you
Don’t be so hard on you
Don’t make yourself so mad
Your skin is lovely
You have a beautiful face
Don’t change anything
Don’t try, don’t conceal
Its love that will make you feel
The beauty within you
The weak one goes on knees
And thousand ways for you, just to see

If you try to touch me
My lips will never be sealed again
They say a story untold
I am waiting to make it till the end
Somewhere out there someone
Always thinking of me
It’s never be goodbye
Till I could see you once again
The time will makes us stand together
Once again love will shine
I am strong enough to make it
I’ll wait for you
There is no end to what I feel for you
Just a matter of time
We will see
Those broken dreams
Standing again on shores
Now even if you are gone
My heart stays with you
For my hands have chosen
Thousand ways to be alive with you
Thousand ways to see my world in you

Just a beautiful heart

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Love is unconditional, love is pure,Love is the only thing, closest to god.

Make sure you dont miss the chance,to build your own dream.

Find your own god, And make it your destiny.

Raindrops keeps falling

Effortlessly on my pane

There is a new future

Holding hands in pain

Making my way

Through someone’s else mind

If you would think fast

You know what I mean

I am seeing something

And it’s a charming new reverie

Arising under my cart

A new adoration to perceive

Aint of a doll or toy

Quit playing games dear

Just a beautiful heart after all


I have woke lying above the ocean

Its soft, it’s serene to my mind

Someday I be living in this life

Making my way through the rainstorms

Ever strong, destined to be there

All I can look myself merged

Only to surrender before love

And if the floating begins

Just sway me with your love

I be ready

Just a beautiful heart after all


Swirly and singing

There are waves I am making through

Am I all yours? All I am is being me

Taking some deep breaths

Something that I haven’t seen in a while

Am I lying? Have I lost my mind?

I don’t think so, I just feel so right

It’s the agony kissed away

A new wish folding through

To rise above all

To fight under the constraint

Trying to whisper

This love is meant for me

I have nothing to lose

An ardour, it’s my new wish

Just a beautiful heart after all


The one above all

Made me a promise for life

There would be no bondage

May my heart be at liberty

Fly, swim, jump whatever I care

Turn my instances into events

None is a confrère any more

Dance to the fullest

Live to the greatest

Hold my arms

Stand with me

Rest in my dreams

I be counting on those stars

To be like endlessly

Choose to stay with me

We’ll be always wining

As Close to whisper through the wind

As close as I can hear you say

For the love that rest in me

For the love that rest in you

Just a beautiful heart after all


Are you my Remedy?

Are you my remedy?
Are you my song?
What did I do right?
What did I do wrong?
Why this suffers
Why this chase
I happen to be cut
In bits and pieces
Of all that is torn
Between my heart
There is no stick enough
To fix the creases
Once torn forever break
Find the doom
Let it despair
In my thoughts
Those moments are alive
I wish to live
I seldom die
Those truths I seek
Wondering in the woods
Let me find a way
Better to melt and loot
I have no to say
Let me stand for me
If you want to help
I seek your self
Let me be your trance
When this situation feels blue
I am much better
Much better to see
You are way to lame
Holding the grudged we
I am not doing
I am not fooling
I am just living
What’s leftover in me?
Holding this hurts me
Leaving it stuns me
I seek a permanent thing
I imagine myself
As a free lover bird
Flying on the truer self
To me, see me
For a kiss of remedy

Being Underwater

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Being underwater
Existence in the frost
Is what I do seek
Being totally lost
Swinging and swaying
In the complexities of blue
Going dusky, going beneath
Visioning the hue
I have entered the warren
All in black and white
Trying to find my way
Trying to find a kite
This can glide as high
As my mind can seek
And turn into a scent
Which is not much present
Pretentious choices of love
Finally melting into muse
I feel so lifeless
But I feel so true
If I could ever be alive
If I just feel in the view
My masking pinch me hard
My drafting is alright
To just ever let go
The moments those denied
This city finally wakes up
On the wave of my love life
Sipping the melody
Painting gold and blue
And don’t you still see
How much it means to me
If you happen to play
Let it be my favourite sport
For I have hidden
Secrets in the love always aborts
When you get your hands up
You can feel the only breakthrough
And when you let it go
It will come right back to you
Opening my heart in depths of this view
I finally let it go
To see this one turning golden blue