Unnamed

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Silently I am opening some words
There are letters just kept there
Turning into blue, just like a sword
To say something, I just gave up on you

Hiding beneath the doors
The unopened smile walks by
I don’t want to collect thousand stones I see
Its that one gem I’m waiting for

Shall I say something which is not a lie
I withered with wind and time too shall passby
The river is silent, I don’t hear the sky
I have my faith shaken, It melt in my arms

Too much to count on, Too much to depend by
Mirrors are broken just like a  silent lie
Bless my soul, I feel afraid to see it again
I never wished for a broken holy name

Sun comes up, the moon shine well through
why my sky is still so dark?Why I cant see any star?
Just so in pain, Oh my soul, let me see the one reason
For to stay or to walk away

We all have places for us, We will all chant that name
Who is to survive, How much is my gain?
I see the art, it runs in my veins
Deep inside and I’m turning apart

I say No, you say yes back to me
I say Yes, you wish no to me
I pray yes, you kiss me the faith
The faith to go away, The faith to move again & again

The reason i got this far, I can walk through my hands
I fly with my wings, I hope they can handle
Walking away, Oh I see the end
Saying something, I just gave up on you

Here smiling and wishing upon the heavens above
To something I like, To something I wished in the end
Please destiny, Don’t test me again, I gave it back
Never again, Never see you again

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Why

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Why it is never enough?
Why love isn’t the only solution?
Why I miss what I have lost?
Why do I care for not mine?
Why I wish to live it again?
Why I wish to die more than once?
Why is there silence when lips meet?
Why I have no words to pray?
Why I can’t count my blessings?
Why I can’t see my sins?
Why there is no assurance?
Why still I’m expected to be?
Why I need to be present?
Why none notice my absence?
Why I can’t hear any music?
Why I can’t dance when I want?
Why my toes aren’t numb for a reason?
Why my nights are white?
Why my days are greys?
Why I see you in dreams?
Why my world is still so empty?
Why the world seems high?
Why I still want to lie?
Why I have still faith in you?
Why still I don’t have anything to say?
Why I still want to wait for you?
Why the reasons are never wrong?
Why the solutions are always fade?
Why you are drifting away?
What I don’t see the pain?
Why I want to lose away?
Why you the only thing I care?
Why say why?
Why I say to ask?
Why I want to Erie?
When I don’t know any why?
Why begin?
Why end?
Why write?
Why not write?
Why love?
Why hate?
Why the why?
Why is there a why still?

To my love

The groom and the bride kiss in mountains against a decline.

The groom and the bride kiss in the valley of love

To the love of my life
I have been so much freeze
I have reckoned numerous times
When I have fallen for you
The beautiful face
It seems such a long time
All you can be
I have faith in us
I have faith in you
I met you, I see you
I have seen the extreme
and I confess
You are the only love of my life
The only one my soul need
Screaming and Shouting
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
The interval has left such a long time
I need you
I need your company
I want to know your touch
Is it something to ask too much?
I want to taste you
Just the way you taste in my dreams
You are the only good thing to arrive
You are the only bad news to depart
How do I live?
I want to breathe in you
I want to wear you like air
I want to feel you sea
I want to shadow you like clouds
Everywhere you go
Show me your heart
The only thing I seek
My lovely man
Together and Forever
Live in me
let me find you once
Just to love you
Make my desire last
How can you not see
I am frozen to your touch
Walking here, searching for you
The scent you left me
Still haunts me the same
I am running and running
Until I see you again
You are my portion
Being survive again
Expanding my wings
Hasta la Vista
But never going to go
Don’t mind my love
You can never make me hate you
I kiss you, I love you
I miss you, I live in you
I may be angry
I may be insane
That’s only because
I can’t find you in my mane
Come to me
I want to be in you
That’s the only place
For me to be
Hills and ocean
Love and Lust
I just see you and me
Standing forever and just
Standing forever and just

Myself in Deny

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There are few instances of me
Imagery shaking off the sea
Whispers of this gentle breeze
Making me go away from me
Apparent reason and lies
I wish I could deny
I feel them in my hands
Taking away one by one
It happens to me twice
When I am free and alive
But how you See?
Isn’t How you always feel
Try me a little
Never hurt anymore
There are moments wrapped
Of the sore choices to frozen
Oh I wish. How I would be?
If I am wrapped in black
Or trident extreme
Make me a major
Point to the sunrise
For my path is full
Of pebbles deep throttling design
Faith is beautiful
It is deep inside
Let me be what I was
wondering how much to forbid
Most important thing to lie
I,Me and myself in deny
I,me and myself in deny