Always, Yet New

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Chained off me
I treasure myself
Will I make it through
Will I survive
Make me jump
The eternities wait for me
Stone cold
I am staring at my phone
Eventually I gave up too
I don’t wanna lie
I felt inside
The shame of putting myself
The pain of disparity
The laughing of destiny
My eyes cry out loud
But don’t worry
I am happy, yes I’m
Ways to wish myself
I am walking very silently
I just wish to be invisible
And another to fly
Give a path of none
I want to walk alone
In my mind I see
It is always going to be waste
Always a betrayal on me
Always a betrayal in me
I am going to like you
I am going to hate me
But I say this goodbye
I will be diving inside
God really looking
Help me in this time
The tide I have chosen
Makes me burn inside
What will I make me
What I break for
I am certain for this
I am going to lie
I am going to live
I will be away
I will be in another life
Walking and surrender
To the miseries I see
The only love I feel
The god behind the dream
But there’s no dream left
I just know to survive
In best what I got
I will walk like this
Always a betrayal to see
Always a betrayal in me

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To my love

The groom and the bride kiss in mountains against a decline.

The groom and the bride kiss in the valley of love

To the love of my life
I have been so much freeze
I have reckoned numerous times
When I have fallen for you
The beautiful face
It seems such a long time
All you can be
I have faith in us
I have faith in you
I met you, I see you
I have seen the extreme
and I confess
You are the only love of my life
The only one my soul need
Screaming and Shouting
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
The interval has left such a long time
I need you
I need your company
I want to know your touch
Is it something to ask too much?
I want to taste you
Just the way you taste in my dreams
You are the only good thing to arrive
You are the only bad news to depart
How do I live?
I want to breathe in you
I want to wear you like air
I want to feel you sea
I want to shadow you like clouds
Everywhere you go
Show me your heart
The only thing I seek
My lovely man
Together and Forever
Live in me
let me find you once
Just to love you
Make my desire last
How can you not see
I am frozen to your touch
Walking here, searching for you
The scent you left me
Still haunts me the same
I am running and running
Until I see you again
You are my portion
Being survive again
Expanding my wings
Hasta la Vista
But never going to go
Don’t mind my love
You can never make me hate you
I kiss you, I love you
I miss you, I live in you
I may be angry
I may be insane
That’s only because
I can’t find you in my mane
Come to me
I want to be in you
That’s the only place
For me to be
Hills and ocean
Love and Lust
I just see you and me
Standing forever and just
Standing forever and just

Set me free

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Why am I here?
Why I see it wrong?
Am I the only one
Who don’t see it to belong
Why there is a chase
Behind the ring of fire
Too much to stress
Too much to retire
I have known it all along
I have known it all free
For the sake of something
I feel tied to eternity
i have faith
I have my demands
I just want to be me
Is the too much to ask?
Feels so complicated
I’m  A lover
Not a fighter
I seldom choose life
Something little tighter
When there is a way
I wish to swirl around
Dance my way
Make me more ponder
Tweet the beat
Make me find me again
I will be way
Behind what you trail
See if i hold
My destiny await in me
People being together
But living alone
So much better
When i see it from the moon
I have tried my cape
Clearing out of my mind
Live with me
Don’t tie me up
I am born to set up free
There is no rules
Addicted to you
Still very addicted to you
Your heart is my kingdom
I rule as a queen
Just set me free love
I will always love you

Fly Away

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I have fair opened my arms

And I am trying to believe

Things that are around me

Am I so selfish?

How come I didn’t see?

How come I didn’t feel?

There are just so many faces

Fallen away in countless complexities

If I could just be an reader

And read someone’s mind

I may found out the reason

Behind a smile or scowl

How someone felt sleeping alone

When he didn’t have the words to say

Someone backing from front

Someone leaving behind

And why did it matter to me?

If there would be a world beyond

And there are thousand places to see

I would pick them one by one

And my heart be glued to infinity

After all emotions that are alive

It’s always going to come back to me

My wishes are numerous

Life is once for all to feel

If I still didn’t have the courage

Never going to blame in on dexterity

There is always another way

Waiting to be revealed

Let my fingers be crossed

Walking on the pillow of my dreams

Sketching in some corner

Play tip toe on a tree

Facing it, it’s my destiny

For I shall love

It’s an integral part of me

Fly fly my love

May you always be care free

Another THINKING

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I am in a tree
I am in a tree
My wings are white
My rainbow like leaves
Break out the shadow
Of this sedentary freeze
I am going to fall in me
I am going to fall in me

Whisper in my eyes
I see that long way from here
I am open but then again so close
Yet what all matters in sake of heart
Stand on peace, love and godlike
I got to choose the bits
That still fit in my wise
Of major and minors plea
I am going to fall in me
I am going to fall in me

Pick up or pack up
There are two, tells the wise
If you got to see a believer
I will take you alongside
My roads are barren
My path is clear
I’ll follow you or if you could steer
Remember the choices
Of dad and mom dear
And make those love moments
Cherished to clear
You’ll always see a rainbow isle then
In any meadow of fear
There is always another truth to see
I am going to fall in me
I am going to fall in me

Feelings

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I feel like writing something
On the walls of your heart
I feel like fighting for something
Against the destiny apart
I feel like missing something
Then I could see you again
For a tamed kiss
For an enchanting spell
If we could see forever
The new dream has begun
I feel like sitting somewhere
And be lifted to the ever shore
Where we are now safe
In arms of each other
But what if it’s nothing
Nothing, to lasts forever
And music enough
To dance together
I feel like choosing something
For love over money
And never regret
It’s the best of everything
For enough I could write
In the matters of the fate
I feel like forgetting something
When we drifted apart
Those paths hold
My cries, the ever strongest drops
This felled on the rocks
Chosen by life
Encrypted by self
Those very much insight
Of what it meant to be
I feel like feeling something
Those desires I wish
Secretly behind my face
All troubled smiles
Laughing millions in while
In honor of this love
I fulfilled my fate
I loved you
More than anything else
But for its destiny
I couldn’t let it be true
I wish I had the power to fight
But all that I have
Is the power to write
And here I am providing justice
To this affairs memories
Only if I could walk more
With the shadows of the past
I could live everything
With choice of the truths
I feel like writing something
On the walls of your heart
Be truthful and dare
And never drift apart
Just for a moment
I am forgetting everything
And just accepting
There is an immortal love
Resting in peace
And I am writing a new story
To feel like writing one.
And I feel like writing something

Displacement

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Displacement of this life
Time is running on my mind
Changes in the self
Opportunist misses the flight
My qualifications are all right
But I don’t have a sight
To fight for the evil
To charge at my way
Imagining the courses
Dumpling the trace
To choirs of the wall
In all four direction of the hall
Imagining up the choices
You said it, you did wrong
How dare you could burden
With all those lies
Withholding my destiny
Changing my disguise
I am a person
With thousand colors of life
If I show my wings
You would dare to pass away
They are big, they are bright
They are a messenger of the white
They are pleasure to my suffice
I assure of a golden bow
That I took of a star
I will kill all the sins
And of all your lies
Flutter flutter
Fight for your cause
Be honest, be fit
And hold your head high
And if you can’t
Suppress imagining counting dice
What you did
Is what you will get
You will never get an umbrella
Out of a broken nasty shell
Face it, be brave
And never cheat
Or you will be the only one
Facing the bestow heat.

Past the Point

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Displacement of this life
Time is running on my mind
Changes in the self
Opportunist misses the flight
My qualifications are all right
But I don’t have a sight
To fight for the evil
To charge at my way
Imagining the courses
Dumpling the trace
To choirs of the wall
In all four direction of the hall
Imagining up the choices
You said it, you did wrong
How dare you could burden
With all those lies
Withholding my destiny
Changing my disguise
I am a person
With thousand colors of life
If I show my wings
You would dare to pass away
They are big, they are bright
They are a messenger of the white
They are pleasure to my suffice
I assure of a golden bow
That I took of a star
I will kill all the sins
And of all your lies
Flutter flutter
Fight for your cause
Be honest, be fit
And hold your head high
And if you can’t
Suppress imagining counting dice
What you did
Is what you will get
You will never get an umbrella
Out of a broken nasty shell
Face it, be brave
And never cheat
Or you will be the only one
Facing the bestow heat.