Me?

 

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I am buying
I am laughing
I am seeing
And Yes I am crying
You sound so true
Yet you fail to Impress me
You say you love me
But you make me fall
You try to reach my hand
Yet you are the one to slip around
What is my fault?
Why am I punished?
All I wanted is to be yours
I just wanted to be true
Everyone’s chasing a show
I am no different
I am just trying to steal
My own freedom
My own thoughts
I sleep on stars
Maybe they are mine
May be they will remember
How am I?
Who they are?
Treating the scars
Invaded along the line
I am being gentle
I am being blind
I see just the love
Not its not mine
I lose a lot
I fear afar
I walk in darkness
I see no respect
I don’t know how
But I can’t just stop the feeling
I just can’t
I am being punished
I feel alive
Just while loving you
No complains, nor I demand
If you could understand
Touch me, Feel me,
I am still alive
Breathing here
All I wanted is to be yours
I just wanted to be true

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Keep Rocking

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Mesh unwired
I run away
I see away
I stand torn
I sit unborn
I live a lie
I dream undone
I wish I smile
I wanna be awake a while
I wake up and I see
I will be me
I will see through
Whither sea sand
Wishful rain down
No dance to be
No chance left turn
There is no place for me
Out there I see nothing
More than just sky
More than some ground
I want to see my feet
I want to start afresh
The kings and queen
The princess died inside
I be seen shine above
Keeping strong
Keeping faith
No place for me still
I rock my world
In shatters that keep pinching
Wearing my heart on sleeve
You told me
We are awaken broken
Standing far on the doors
I kept walking silently
But how to start
When my hopes are frozen
I keep falling again
I keep walking again
Pushing down on me
Pushing down on me
I sail inside
I wash myself
I sit idle at times
I rock the way
I just keep rocking my world
Sitting at the seaside
I live the fresh air
The sands of smell
The love of new
The waves pinch me high
I keep racing with the waves
There are memories
I just washed away
I don’t need no memory
The place is my own
I call it my home
I love to sail though
I beat the odds on the sail
Together I walk with me
Lifting up and high
I just keep rocking my world
I just love to be me
I’ll see you never
I just keep rocking mine

Always, Yet New

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Chained off me
I treasure myself
Will I make it through
Will I survive
Make me jump
The eternities wait for me
Stone cold
I am staring at my phone
Eventually I gave up too
I don’t wanna lie
I felt inside
The shame of putting myself
The pain of disparity
The laughing of destiny
My eyes cry out loud
But don’t worry
I am happy, yes I’m
Ways to wish myself
I am walking very silently
I just wish to be invisible
And another to fly
Give a path of none
I want to walk alone
In my mind I see
It is always going to be waste
Always a betrayal on me
Always a betrayal in me
I am going to like you
I am going to hate me
But I say this goodbye
I will be diving inside
God really looking
Help me in this time
The tide I have chosen
Makes me burn inside
What will I make me
What I break for
I am certain for this
I am going to lie
I am going to live
I will be away
I will be in another life
Walking and surrender
To the miseries I see
The only love I feel
The god behind the dream
But there’s no dream left
I just know to survive
In best what I got
I will walk like this
Always a betrayal to see
Always a betrayal in me

The second time

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The second time
Life has offered betrayal
Those shining glitters
The offbeat love songs
Planning of becoming beautiful
The very touches of moments
I smell the upraised
Done very well
Again betrayed
The second time

Fire inside me
The cries of the anger
The hatred isn’t enough
The leave won’t satisfy
I want more than something
The very return to your gift
Outdone the classy self
Beautiful love of destiny
Done very well
Again betrayed
The second time

Wishes are less
I see in the sky
My very moon
Has last somewhere
The replacement is done
I love you left
Leaving my hands
Chosen the better future
Left the darkness in here
I have sent it back
Done very well
Again betrayed
The second time

Here I leave
For all the better things to come
May I try something more
I will walk in carpets of diamonds
Feeling new love
Nothing I forget too old
The second time
I hope to remember for lifetime
Teaching me a lesson
How to survive in demons
Have a happy hell

Done very well
Again betrayed
The second time

Patience

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The skies seem so dark

There so much endurance in air

Eventually it runs out

And what is left doesn’t seem fair

Meet me at the dawn

See me at the dusk

Cherry-pick me beneath the way

I wish if you must

My confrontations getting louder

My sigh seem high

I may know at times fair

Sometime all is just a try

Make me giggle

I can’t see any smile

When I saw the door

It made me realise the blue sky

And I am here

Casing my palm with sand

Make me closer

And desire for a charm

It’s been said for a while

Million treasures for a life

If you still won’t perceive

There is no measure for dexterity

Let me run

Somewhere so far

Where I will have land above me

And my feet at the sky

Climbing to the place

No alternative life will do

Having patience my darling

For I will always love you!

Happy Morning!

Hello friends,

“When each day is the same as the next, it’s because people fail to recognize the good things that happen in their lives every day when the sun rises.”

Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

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Mornings are always beautiful, not just because they tell start of something new like a blank canvas to fill with as many colors as one want to but also chances, brand new chances in life. Those which were not present yesterday or fulfilled, there is another chance to do them. It’s beautiful how golden sparkles of sun rays dance, full of positivity and energy healing anyone who comes under its presence. Every living being is born with sensitivity to touch. They touch, they feel. That’s how connection is made, from a beautiful touch straight to the heart. The rays are mingled with air, dispersing its golden sparkles to every leaf, every flower, and every petal in it. Just like being one with the nature, making sounds of freshness, new beginning, new dreams and arising new love in every moment it tries to cherish. Still we start our day by complaining, why? Why can’t one see the endless possibilities he’s surrounded by? A leaf be born with the first rays of sun that it receives in morning, no matter how bad was his yesterday, he is still alive. Isn’t that important too? I’ll tell you a reason. He just lives in his present. He doesn’t worry for tomorrow, and energize itself from any experience that yesterday bought for him. His focus is what I can be today. I can be today. That is very powerful word if spoken with devotion and surety. Just look around and feel, there is positivity inside you, there is endless love inside you, and there is a beautiful you inside you. Make sure you hold its hand, make it stand and let it rule you before the world starts ruling you. Live your life each day, each moment, it is important!! Thinking about yesterday is important only if it makes you free and planning about future is important as long as you are delighted in looking forward to it. If any of this makes you the opposite of this, it’s time to make a change. Look at the rays of sun shining so bright, his rays dancing on drops of water and spreading joy whichever face it touches. Open your arms take deep breath and feel it, Sun is trying to heal you, wind is trying to kiss you and nature is trying to guard you. Why run away from this shield? All your life you do things so you are safe, your family is safe, why not trust in something that protect even a new born leaf as fragile as bubble. You will be alright, Trust in him.

“It was only a sunny smile, and little it cost in the giving, but like morning light it scattered the night and made the day worth living.”
F. Scott Fitzgerald

This morning I woke up

Felt something like me

Listening to the melody

Shining so bright

I can finally hear him

Awake and Arise

Enjoy your mornings!

Fly Away

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I have fair opened my arms

And I am trying to believe

Things that are around me

Am I so selfish?

How come I didn’t see?

How come I didn’t feel?

There are just so many faces

Fallen away in countless complexities

If I could just be an reader

And read someone’s mind

I may found out the reason

Behind a smile or scowl

How someone felt sleeping alone

When he didn’t have the words to say

Someone backing from front

Someone leaving behind

And why did it matter to me?

If there would be a world beyond

And there are thousand places to see

I would pick them one by one

And my heart be glued to infinity

After all emotions that are alive

It’s always going to come back to me

My wishes are numerous

Life is once for all to feel

If I still didn’t have the courage

Never going to blame in on dexterity

There is always another way

Waiting to be revealed

Let my fingers be crossed

Walking on the pillow of my dreams

Sketching in some corner

Play tip toe on a tree

Facing it, it’s my destiny

For I shall love

It’s an integral part of me

Fly fly my love

May you always be care free

Another THINKING

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I am in a tree
I am in a tree
My wings are white
My rainbow like leaves
Break out the shadow
Of this sedentary freeze
I am going to fall in me
I am going to fall in me

Whisper in my eyes
I see that long way from here
I am open but then again so close
Yet what all matters in sake of heart
Stand on peace, love and godlike
I got to choose the bits
That still fit in my wise
Of major and minors plea
I am going to fall in me
I am going to fall in me

Pick up or pack up
There are two, tells the wise
If you got to see a believer
I will take you alongside
My roads are barren
My path is clear
I’ll follow you or if you could steer
Remember the choices
Of dad and mom dear
And make those love moments
Cherished to clear
You’ll always see a rainbow isle then
In any meadow of fear
There is always another truth to see
I am going to fall in me
I am going to fall in me

Going Care free

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I am into music
I am into dance
I am into tunes
I am into romance
I see I laugh
I wish I feel
I believe I am into something more
I am so care free
I am so care free

I walk so slowly
I say so loud
I give up so soon
I work so hard
I imagine my life
I imagine my cloud
Of the seven depths alive
I am so care free
I am so care free

Back stepping on foot
Working charms on suit
I have designed a silver moon
And sparkled sun alive
I am easily tangled
Don’t see my camouflage
Drunk in love
The worst I can be
I am so care free
I am so care free

Now if it’s a morning phase
Or I see a true pink
It’s the blush I pinched
Its walk to guarantee
Gimme something good
Do I wanna know?
Ain’t it fun good?
Ain’t it truly me?
I am care free
I am care free

Don’t think I forgave you
Don’t think I started it
I am the one to finish
I am on to longing
I see another shore
I see another shop
Of all the colors you brought
This one sticks aloud
I am your dream
I am your reverie
I am so care free
I am so care free