Little Hope, Little way

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A well wisher on the shore
Kept asking me a while
If I seek still the same?
Did I defined my life?
Am I still waking up each day
To smell the beauty of my dreams
To lay my head on the knees
For the maker of this human kind
I often see me smiling
Holding to see the chance for an answer
But the tears rolling by
Makes me amuse on them
They do groove like a dancer
Deep inside there are million things
I wonder what I could say to them
Not just like I don’t want
But now silence seems a lovely answer
Just the peace for everything
Moment of calm for all
I kept crawling away and away
I am yet to see my destiny
But the things that keep me going
Is the maker of my smiles
The sunshine, all this while
My sunshine, all this while
The water has changed its course
Covering every inch in every mile
The dust shining like gold
For all the sins has been washed away
The stones kept pelting
There is a future to fall in the sea
Air has never been this fresh
The love for freedom has arisen
Siting quietly still seeking those answers
But I’m peaceful now at last
There is no need to rush
Just want to keep on going
Shaping my future in every mile
Don’t ask the questions again
I want to keep on listening
Peacefully, Silently!!!

 

Hear me

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Hear a voice
Hearing something
The trolls are quiet
Shh…Just listen
Listen to me
I have problems to tell about
I have things to say you
Breaking my emotions
How does it feel now?
Does the world seems same?
Maybe you smile a little every moment
Satisfying the preference behind
Walking away isn’t just shame
Enjoying a little day by day
Can you hear me now?

Talk to me in silence
Answer my question in light
How does it feel again
Being a part of this deceiving world
I stand smiling cheated again
See my heart nicely
It’s still not broken insane
A person like you, like you
Another one just congruent
Million justification for the same
You are right
The ego should be satisfied
Walking away isn’t just shame
Enjoying a little day by day
Can you hear me now?

I am no victim pretending to be
I deny being a temporary fling
There are no sorry enough to feel
You never could actually hear me
I would curse you for pretending likes
I would forgive for the things you said
For they would be much true
Then the self you masked to me
There are words meant for you
I would dedicate it to you
But then I can see
You’re deaf enough for voice
That can reach your heart inside
Goodbyes are hard
But this seems easy
Walking away
Not remembering me
Don’t hear me now
Thanks for walking away
Enjoy a little everyday
You wrote your own destiny

Morning Wise

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I AM JUST SO LOST IN THE NIGHT,
AWAITING FOR SUN TO SURVIVE,
HOLY PHASE IT ALL GOT BROKEN,
LEFT WAS SUM SHATTERED PIECES
OF GLASS AND WORDS UNSPOKEN
BUT THE GLORY IS ALL MINE
I STAND TALL IN TIME
FORGETTING THE PAST
I MOVE AHEAD IN DIRECTION OF MY DREAMS
WHATEVER MAKES ME FINE
I CUT THE CHORDS
FINALLY I AM ALIVE
TO A BEAUTIFUL MORNING
HOW AMAZING IS THIS SUNSHINE

Why it happens to us?

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Let me start a line
I see a cover story
Affair-es with myself
Its too easy to realize
Image are shallow
Voice are deaf
No one can see
Are you the same person
A little better than be
Think so again
Something shatters you at all?
When you cheat them again
When you broke once again
If the soul amputated yet?
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A well planned plot
We are honest!
Don’t know why it happens to us

Whereabouts of a deeper phase
A simple understatement
The roofs are high
There may be darkness in stairs
But why scared to walk
Why scared to kneel
Its more dignified than giving away
Some people will never stop
The candles hardly burns away
But when it does, it cries
Awaking the last tries
Walking with some scars
And the doer justifies
We are honest!
Don’t know why it happens to us

The love binds people together
They see dusk and dawn in the eyes
We say things that hardly want to see
We see things, We hardly can repeat
We find things which are yearning to forget
We forget things which screaming to be notice
So life gets in the way
Being alive pays in numbers
The vowels be so silent
Your heart knows all the answers
Do you still think?
Are we honest?
Don’t know why it happens to us
Yeah why is that?
Yeah why is that?
Fighting is the answer
Words can cut more than sword
Maybe that’s why heart is broken
and soul is ashamed
You have cheated it again
Your eyes know the truth
Let you see the God in eyes
Everything will be clear
Fair enough to ask
You will know why it happens to us

Why are you so weak?

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Starting with a blank page
Walking through the lanes
My windows are open
The air dancing is still pale
Barren lands await in every corner
Mistaken identities
Again so guarded
The choices are less
I still have no clue
A friend, A partner of dawn
A simple question to ask
Why are you so weak?
Why are you so weak?

The miseries of human nature
The acceptance and defaults
Bodies plays a role defying in minutes
Running hot ,Just up and down endlessly
Why its so difficult to figure
The only Yes or No syllables
Knowing people only make it worse
The sides part anyway
Cold bloodied emotions
The tears tear away inside
Why are you so weak?
Why are you so weak?

The music plays in my hands
My lips shut so tight
There are voices in my head
Why does my heart plays to disguise
Guide the feet to walk away freely
The disappointments walk by side
I wonder still the lies may be twisted
Seeing in eye to eye
Promises of a Never land
The cuts become sharper in pride
Why are you so weak?
Why are you so weak?

The lame responses to forget
The endless wait of the nights
The hands became numb
The glance of the sky went high
I only see walking away
From the tomorrow you stole away
I am turning the pages
Burning the whole book you lied
The nuisance is frayed
I am going up to the peak
You standing here being a man
But Why are you so weak?
Why are you so weak?

You don’t touch me
The way it is used to be
This don’t happen like this
Holding on isn’t enough
I want to see the plunge
Hanging on the neck
Risk being seen in all my glory
I dream again and again
I reject the acceptance I need from you
I stand for my own self
I project all the stories from inside
I will cherish love and fear but you,
Just so weak
Just so weak

 

When a heart sells

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I stand in this heaven
I have a market in front of me
It folds , It cries
There are mysterious ways to crawl
And what more surprises to say
It sells heart
It’s a pathway to fake love
Thinking out loud
We’ll never found
What we already miss
We steal the peace within
We may laugh at mistakes
But I’m certain
I don’t deserve
And my heart is on sale

There isn’t any fool
I don’t feel any chance
I just thought for a while
Maybe you would understand
The cries of skies
Never found enough
Never found afar
Hesitating I see in the eyes
A star beneath those beauty
Maybe my seller be kind enough
To treasure it for once
It’s not that cheap
It’s not that old
My heart on sale
Why I never deserve this chance?

My seller seen the pain
He has a sympathy with me
He tries to love it inside
Cherish it with forever
Stand by forever
There comes the promises
With drops in eyes
The palms makes the wish
Oh yes there is a trust again
It has never been long
It’s never that much to pass by
Beautifully walking
With lots of sparkles inside
The marketplace walks
Circling the intentions
Causing on my life
My heart sighs

Fast is life walking by
My home is my fear
The love inside my tears
The hands wished goodbye
Maybe it was all it meant to be
Being born totally free
I say at last
I wished twice in same
Crushingly under the feet
My seller has walked away
Finding eternity in pieces
The heart has to find the way
Never to return in this marketplace
Walking away
Walking away
Grateful to the miseries
I never did deserved that chance

Love to lost
Mountain so high
I have been dead
To be seen alive
The market is still there
The heart remains free
To be its own hero
To be its own love
And I’ll stand with him
Till the breath takes me away
Till my breath takes him away

Unnamed

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Silently I am opening some words
There are letters just kept there
Turning into blue, just like a sword
To say something, I just gave up on you

Hiding beneath the doors
The unopened smile walks by
I don’t want to collect thousand stones I see
Its that one gem I’m waiting for

Shall I say something which is not a lie
I withered with wind and time too shall passby
The river is silent, I don’t hear the sky
I have my faith shaken, It melt in my arms

Too much to count on, Too much to depend by
Mirrors are broken just like a  silent lie
Bless my soul, I feel afraid to see it again
I never wished for a broken holy name

Sun comes up, the moon shine well through
why my sky is still so dark?Why I cant see any star?
Just so in pain, Oh my soul, let me see the one reason
For to stay or to walk away

We all have places for us, We will all chant that name
Who is to survive, How much is my gain?
I see the art, it runs in my veins
Deep inside and I’m turning apart

I say No, you say yes back to me
I say Yes, you wish no to me
I pray yes, you kiss me the faith
The faith to go away, The faith to move again & again

The reason i got this far, I can walk through my hands
I fly with my wings, I hope they can handle
Walking away, Oh I see the end
Saying something, I just gave up on you

Here smiling and wishing upon the heavens above
To something I like, To something I wished in the end
Please destiny, Don’t test me again, I gave it back
Never again, Never see you again

Me?

 

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I am buying
I am laughing
I am seeing
And Yes I am crying
You sound so true
Yet you fail to Impress me
You say you love me
But you make me fall
You try to reach my hand
Yet you are the one to slip around
What is my fault?
Why am I punished?
All I wanted is to be yours
I just wanted to be true
Everyone’s chasing a show
I am no different
I am just trying to steal
My own freedom
My own thoughts
I sleep on stars
Maybe they are mine
May be they will remember
How am I?
Who they are?
Treating the scars
Invaded along the line
I am being gentle
I am being blind
I see just the love
Not its not mine
I lose a lot
I fear afar
I walk in darkness
I see no respect
I don’t know how
But I can’t just stop the feeling
I just can’t
I am being punished
I feel alive
Just while loving you
No complains, nor I demand
If you could understand
Touch me, Feel me,
I am still alive
Breathing here
All I wanted is to be yours
I just wanted to be true

Cage

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I am burning in cage
I am burning in cage
Pieces of me
Left the aisle inside
Judge me to love
The hatred fills alive
I am standing alone
So so alone
No drops of rain
No flakes of snow
Wishes are gone
Dreams didn’t survived
I am in hell
I am in hell
Here burning alive
I don’t wish to be abandoned
I ain’t a doll be rescued
A human worth if enough
If only the God knows through
My shimmer dispersed
My glitter torn away
I see no light
The Darkness has stayed here
It wants me
No friendship in sign
All relationships are dead
I’m burning in me
I am trapped in mine
I aid no pay
I say no goal
I imagine a lonely walk
A way to go
I keep walking
Till I find this cage
Broken from inside
I will remember
The people who saw
The only wish was more
I would have never saw
The truth be out
I don’t need anyone
The dark gives me power
I am all inside
Seeing the gaps
Just walking away
Scratching my nails
I feel free myself
And when I free
And I know I’ll be
I will just walk away
Silently and slow
I knew my future
Belongs without you
And I live few moments within
Yet the last moment
Has left never to confuse
The burning cage from inside
I’ll survive

My love

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I am soul
I see a way
There is a light
And there is a dark
I keep walking through
Bathed in shimmer
I am glimmer beautiful
My dreams are the colors
My love is the new feel
Shining through the way

Desire and decided
I will walk through the way
Holding hands besides
Shine me afar away
I wait for you
In my heart and me
Someday it’ll be over
When I’ll again see you

Together I see a future
There are miles to pass
Recognizing us be there
Sound my imagination
I feel deprive
My emotions are dead
Touch them with your smile
Kiss me now
And I be alive

Walk with me for you’re
The passion of fire inside me
Show me our love
I want to burn inside
Time is perfect
I surrender to the promises
I feel alive to be yours
Walking through the door
I see the smiling you
Yet you afar
I miss you again
Make me see ourselves
You’re my dignity

The love inside me
The way for my breathe
I have dreamt you
I just want you
The time is ours
The love is free
The freedom I desire
Belong to you
For your hands hold the key
And yours love is all I desire
It’s my dignity