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Silently I am opening some words
There are letters just kept there
Turning into blue, just like a sword
To say something, I just gave up on you

Hiding beneath the doors
The unopened smile walks by
I don’t want to collect thousand stones I see
Its that one gem I’m waiting for

Shall I say something which is not a lie
I withered with wind and time too shall passby
The river is silent, I don’t hear the sky
I have my faith shaken, It melt in my arms

Too much to count on, Too much to depend by
Mirrors are broken just like a  silent lie
Bless my soul, I feel afraid to see it again
I never wished for a broken holy name

Sun comes up, the moon shine well through
why my sky is still so dark?Why I cant see any star?
Just so in pain, Oh my soul, let me see the one reason
For to stay or to walk away

We all have places for us, We will all chant that name
Who is to survive, How much is my gain?
I see the art, it runs in my veins
Deep inside and I’m turning apart

I say No, you say yes back to me
I say Yes, you wish no to me
I pray yes, you kiss me the faith
The faith to go away, The faith to move again & again

The reason i got this far, I can walk through my hands
I fly with my wings, I hope they can handle
Walking away, Oh I see the end
Saying something, I just gave up on you

Here smiling and wishing upon the heavens above
To something I like, To something I wished in the end
Please destiny, Don’t test me again, I gave it back
Never again, Never see you again

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Me?

 

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I am buying
I am laughing
I am seeing
And Yes I am crying
You sound so true
Yet you fail to Impress me
You say you love me
But you make me fall
You try to reach my hand
Yet you are the one to slip around
What is my fault?
Why am I punished?
All I wanted is to be yours
I just wanted to be true
Everyone’s chasing a show
I am no different
I am just trying to steal
My own freedom
My own thoughts
I sleep on stars
Maybe they are mine
May be they will remember
How am I?
Who they are?
Treating the scars
Invaded along the line
I am being gentle
I am being blind
I see just the love
Not its not mine
I lose a lot
I fear afar
I walk in darkness
I see no respect
I don’t know how
But I can’t just stop the feeling
I just can’t
I am being punished
I feel alive
Just while loving you
No complains, nor I demand
If you could understand
Touch me, Feel me,
I am still alive
Breathing here
All I wanted is to be yours
I just wanted to be true