Cage

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I am burning in cage
I am burning in cage
Pieces of me
Left the aisle inside
Judge me to love
The hatred fills alive
I am standing alone
So so alone
No drops of rain
No flakes of snow
Wishes are gone
Dreams didn’t survived
I am in hell
I am in hell
Here burning alive
I don’t wish to be abandoned
I ain’t a doll be rescued
A human worth if enough
If only the God knows through
My shimmer dispersed
My glitter torn away
I see no light
The Darkness has stayed here
It wants me
No friendship in sign
All relationships are dead
I’m burning in me
I am trapped in mine
I aid no pay
I say no goal
I imagine a lonely walk
A way to go
I keep walking
Till I find this cage
Broken from inside
I will remember
The people who saw
The only wish was more
I would have never saw
The truth be out
I don’t need anyone
The dark gives me power
I am all inside
Seeing the gaps
Just walking away
Scratching my nails
I feel free myself
And when I free
And I know I’ll be
I will just walk away
Silently and slow
I knew my future
Belongs without you
And I live few moments within
Yet the last moment
Has left never to confuse
The burning cage from inside
I’ll survive

Always, Yet New

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Chained off me
I treasure myself
Will I make it through
Will I survive
Make me jump
The eternities wait for me
Stone cold
I am staring at my phone
Eventually I gave up too
I don’t wanna lie
I felt inside
The shame of putting myself
The pain of disparity
The laughing of destiny
My eyes cry out loud
But don’t worry
I am happy, yes I’m
Ways to wish myself
I am walking very silently
I just wish to be invisible
And another to fly
Give a path of none
I want to walk alone
In my mind I see
It is always going to be waste
Always a betrayal on me
Always a betrayal in me
I am going to like you
I am going to hate me
But I say this goodbye
I will be diving inside
God really looking
Help me in this time
The tide I have chosen
Makes me burn inside
What will I make me
What I break for
I am certain for this
I am going to lie
I am going to live
I will be away
I will be in another life
Walking and surrender
To the miseries I see
The only love I feel
The god behind the dream
But there’s no dream left
I just know to survive
In best what I got
I will walk like this
Always a betrayal to see
Always a betrayal in me

Voice Within

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False alarming life
I have run out of stories
I weighed my heart heavier
I have seen stones stronger
I can’t get started
I can’t stop it either
The life is fading
I am falling again
I have a lie to live
I have imagined the boundaries
I walk through the seas
Shock and shine ahead
Gravity is a truth
Painfully walking through
Saying I am through
So many years
The circle of love walks in
There are still turns
I am carry home with me
Breathe again
Start again
Be nothing but a voice within
Be nothing but a voice within

So lost I seem
So proud I have been
It’ll never hurt me
It’s mine forever
I have been living lies
I carry home with me
Stone cold mountain
I have stones in my hands
My eyes have frozen
My tongue doesn’t tip
Couldn’t keep in
Can’t keep them see
I will be alive
I’ll survive
Letting go
What’s not mine shall fly away
Turning away
Slamming the door
I’ll walk away
Breathe again
Start again
Be nothing but a voice within
Be nothing but a voice within

Silence takes over
Saying what I need to say
So many moves to make
Trying harder
There are no dreams more alive
By this night be over
I’ll have a new life
The one full of truths
The one don’t deceive me
The only that’ll have abundant love
Taking on further
Imagining silvers
I rose above stars
I thank my life once again
I see my wings fly
The wings get heavy
And I get exhausted
That’s the moment to see
I am halfway there
Love is around the corner
Flying in my life
I see a peak of you
Come in to me,Arrive
Most welcomed
In the shells of time
By the night is over
There are kisses of dreams
Walking closer
Breathing again
Starting again
Be everything that a voice can be
Be everything that a voice can be

Scared of Love

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I am scared
Of the thing called love
This is so scary
This is so miserable
I am usually never right
I am Usually never scared
I take the right turns
On every other wrong
I have been complemented enough
I have taken the betrayal much
Of all the places
Love- you will never want to be
It’s scary
It makes you miserable
It will take the life out of you
It brings the hell within
The shell will surround you blue
It’s will break you into thousand
The dreams become shallow
The heart becomes a man eater
Follow you through all the pieces
So you many never make it alike
When your kindness is taken
Made it like a mistake
If I would know love would search me
Like the shattered glass I have became
I would leave this world behind
And search the real love I deserved
Wish I have been the soul
Not so sickened about the lies
I may see the better world
Not wearing a skin of lies
Maybe gaining is a momentum
And losing a sigh
Wish you had been the same
I would have least thought of hating
Now I don’t feel anything
Nor any sign
But I am very scared
Of this thing called love
It is a last place to be
It makes you miserable
I don’t know any karma
I don’t know any disgrace
I just know to wake me up
I have been pinched too hard
Just to smile at my situation
Keep laughing traitor
Thanks for leaving me alone
Thanks for laughing at me
I am thankful for the fear of love
You have given me so beautifully
I could never have gotten it by myself
I will walk away, With all my dignity
And my shattered pieces you won’t be stepping on
I will build a castle out of it
But still no place for love
No miseries to come
Just life full of kindness
And mistaken identities

Why

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Why it is never enough?
Why love isn’t the only solution?
Why I miss what I have lost?
Why do I care for not mine?
Why I wish to live it again?
Why I wish to die more than once?
Why is there silence when lips meet?
Why I have no words to pray?
Why I can’t count my blessings?
Why I can’t see my sins?
Why there is no assurance?
Why still I’m expected to be?
Why I need to be present?
Why none notice my absence?
Why I can’t hear any music?
Why I can’t dance when I want?
Why my toes aren’t numb for a reason?
Why my nights are white?
Why my days are greys?
Why I see you in dreams?
Why my world is still so empty?
Why the world seems high?
Why I still want to lie?
Why I have still faith in you?
Why still I don’t have anything to say?
Why I still want to wait for you?
Why the reasons are never wrong?
Why the solutions are always fade?
Why you are drifting away?
What I don’t see the pain?
Why I want to lose away?
Why you the only thing I care?
Why say why?
Why I say to ask?
Why I want to Erie?
When I don’t know any why?
Why begin?
Why end?
Why write?
Why not write?
Why love?
Why hate?
Why the why?
Why is there a why still?

To my love

The groom and the bride kiss in mountains against a decline.

The groom and the bride kiss in the valley of love

To the love of my life
I have been so much freeze
I have reckoned numerous times
When I have fallen for you
The beautiful face
It seems such a long time
All you can be
I have faith in us
I have faith in you
I met you, I see you
I have seen the extreme
and I confess
You are the only love of my life
The only one my soul need
Screaming and Shouting
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
The interval has left such a long time
I need you
I need your company
I want to know your touch
Is it something to ask too much?
I want to taste you
Just the way you taste in my dreams
You are the only good thing to arrive
You are the only bad news to depart
How do I live?
I want to breathe in you
I want to wear you like air
I want to feel you sea
I want to shadow you like clouds
Everywhere you go
Show me your heart
The only thing I seek
My lovely man
Together and Forever
Live in me
let me find you once
Just to love you
Make my desire last
How can you not see
I am frozen to your touch
Walking here, searching for you
The scent you left me
Still haunts me the same
I am running and running
Until I see you again
You are my portion
Being survive again
Expanding my wings
Hasta la Vista
But never going to go
Don’t mind my love
You can never make me hate you
I kiss you, I love you
I miss you, I live in you
I may be angry
I may be insane
That’s only because
I can’t find you in my mane
Come to me
I want to be in you
That’s the only place
For me to be
Hills and ocean
Love and Lust
I just see you and me
Standing forever and just
Standing forever and just

Last December

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Last December
I saw my life
It was blank
It was stood small
There was a knife
Cutting across me
Out of the woods
I was running along
The place to reach wasn’t soon
Nor I saw any smile
Nothing to see as free
Looking at you
Looking at me
I remember
My last December
Getting out of the life
Seeing myself in a disguise
That looked good
Just for a while
Faking a hello
Faking a smile
I kept on hearing my dreams
Walking to the mile
Shining amour you saw
Make me kiss alive
Now the sun shining bright
My window pane seems high
I want to see you
Again and again
Missing my topic
I don’t see any sense
Long day coming along
I want to tell you all about
I remember
My last December
Now I smile
You wake me all the while
I cherish the love
The memories lasting forever
Maybe my walking was a chance
To see you meet me
At the edge of the life
I was drowning
And you picked me fine
I have loved my life
I have lived like soul
I am feeling a human
I want to live in you again
I remember
My last December
But now I want to live
Like a wish never tremble
Like a wish in your eyes
Like a beautiful day
Having a good time

My love

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I am soul
I see a way
There is a light
And there is a dark
I keep walking through
Bathed in shimmer
I am glimmer beautiful
My dreams are the colors
My love is the new feel
Shining through the way

Desire and decided
I will walk through the way
Holding hands besides
Shine me afar away
I wait for you
In my heart and me
Someday it’ll be over
When I’ll again see you

Together I see a future
There are miles to pass
Recognizing us be there
Sound my imagination
I feel deprive
My emotions are dead
Touch them with your smile
Kiss me now
And I be alive

Walk with me for you’re
The passion of fire inside me
Show me our love
I want to burn inside
Time is perfect
I surrender to the promises
I feel alive to be yours
Walking through the door
I see the smiling you
Yet you afar
I miss you again
Make me see ourselves
You’re my dignity

The love inside me
The way for my breathe
I have dreamt you
I just want you
The time is ours
The love is free
The freedom I desire
Belong to you
For your hands hold the key
And yours love is all I desire
It’s my dignity

 

The second time

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The second time
Life has offered betrayal
Those shining glitters
The offbeat love songs
Planning of becoming beautiful
The very touches of moments
I smell the upraised
Done very well
Again betrayed
The second time

Fire inside me
The cries of the anger
The hatred isn’t enough
The leave won’t satisfy
I want more than something
The very return to your gift
Outdone the classy self
Beautiful love of destiny
Done very well
Again betrayed
The second time

Wishes are less
I see in the sky
My very moon
Has last somewhere
The replacement is done
I love you left
Leaving my hands
Chosen the better future
Left the darkness in here
I have sent it back
Done very well
Again betrayed
The second time

Here I leave
For all the better things to come
May I try something more
I will walk in carpets of diamonds
Feeling new love
Nothing I forget too old
The second time
I hope to remember for lifetime
Teaching me a lesson
How to survive in demons
Have a happy hell

Done very well
Again betrayed
The second time

Shine , Be mine

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Dreams that shine
Dreams that are mine
The feeling of the why
So much of to by
Crossing the river
On my own
I want to ride
Maybe train be nice
Losing myself
Or save myself in being
The one thing I’m certain of
I wanna start my life
Once more, again!

So many words left unsaid
Know the time belongs to it
Regretting isn’t any better
For a life to mean
Beginning with riding this time
So many things to know
The time has caught in the middle
I want to love me
There are chances I be crazy
Who cares, just forgetting would do
Makes me feel fine
Dreams that shine
Dreams that are mine

Being happy is my lifestyle
I dance to it very tune
That’s what I want to do
No holding back
I’m proud of being just fine
No offense to you
Don’t waste your time
I know what I feel inside
My crystal ball sees everything
I dance without any roof
That’s who I feel at nine
Dreams that shine
Dreams that are mine

I always loved to stay here
I was the one with all the glory
Make me the strength I seek
The beautiful names of lord
Beautiful smile I be
That may hide all the pain
Everything I would like to be
I can play higher than a mirror
The wind beneath my feet
The skin above my eyes
See in my heart
The truth of the only time
Dreams that shine
Dreams that are mine

I ever seek the world above
I lie beneath the sky
I travel in eternities
Missing up some moments
I shine like a star
The love inside my heart
Feel it on will
Dreams that shine
Dreams that are mine